Friday, September 23, 2005

be grateful..

been so tired lately.. got dis flu since last week.. sore throat..
watever..u name it..its all in me..ughh..=(

i dunno wat i've been doing is a rite thing or not.. been clinging
to something thats not even there enimor.. how come i take
for granted what i have rite now ya..? sometimes i really wish
Daddy cud bang me quite hard..hard enuf to make me see wat
i have now and be grateful for dat.. but its juz hard..to let go
someone u really wished for..

Sometimes im so grateful for the comfort and fun things i got..
but sometimes its juz not enuf.. those comfort 'n fun things
can't cover it up..and i'm still missing those moments so bad..
really if anyone cud tell me plz how to let go.. to move on..
to stand up and be brave..


i wonder..how long will i stand this.. its really hard and painful
too see him so far.. juz trying to say to myself..
over and over again..
hang on.. be brave..
u've a'dy got wat u need now..
be grateful..