"~'o.:SeReNDiPiTy:.o'~"

a year..

Its been a year now..
I shud've started to trust him more
but the truth is I can't..
I shud've be grateful for what I have now but dunno why
I got this big whole inside..
I hate this jealousy thing..
Everytime he mentioned a girl's name
I went crazy..
Been trying to convince myself that..even if I loose him
It really won't affect me much..
Guess I'll never know 'til it happens..
Dun wanna make the same mistake..
but the truth is I've been making the same one..
Over and over again..
Dunno when to stop..
Dunno how to stop..
Dunno what to say..
Dunno how to say..

There's a havoc happenin in my life..
Time to settle down and sweep it off.

posted by Rin @ 7:14 PM