"~'o.:SeReNDiPiTy:.o'~"

Why?!

I need to see You ..
I need to chat with You ..
I need to ask You ..

Why are these happening?
Where to go?
What do You want me to do?
Which blue-prints are You using?
How am I going to survive?

Everytime I lose the game..
Everytime my plan failed..
Everytime the door's closed..
Feel like running to Your chamber and ask..
WHY?!

But all I do is just stand there..
In front of the door of Your chamber..
Stunned .. pleading inside ..
that You'd open the door for me..

posted by Rin @ 1:22 AM 0 comments

Big labyrinth..

I heard voices..
'I win!' .. 'I succeed!' .. they said..
Where am I now?
Then I see myself
Trapped in the big labyrinth..

I run and run..
I think..
I struggle..
I'm exhausted..

I heard another crowd..
'Help me!' .. ' I need you!' .. they cried ..
Tried to reach out and help..
But no can do..
I'm still trapped in the big labyrinth..

I walk and walk..
I hum..
I sing..
Trying to enjoy this situation..
But after a little while
the humming and the singing stopped..
It didn't help..
I'm devastated..

How to get out of this big box?!
I'm stressed..
I need to feel
the fresh air of morning breeze..
I need to see
the twinkling stars of starry nite..

I kneel down and start to cry..
Still trapped in the big labyrinth..

posted by Rin @ 1:01 AM 0 comments

Unperfect

The little baby cried
She was born
She struggled
And she won..

Did she really see a smile there?
Or a fake one?
Did she really see tears crawling there?
Happy ones or sad ones?

The little one grew up..
Feeling unwanted and betrayed..
Everything's so perfect,
She's the crippled one..
Feeling that she doesn't belong there
but yet nowhere to go..

Just sitting..and waiting..
Hoping.. and praying..
That one day she got wings and fly..
and find the place where she belong..

posted by Rin @ 12:35 AM 0 comments