"~'o.:SeReNDiPiTy:.o'~"

Vanished..

Back in elementary..
We were very close.. we shared things to each other..
we teased each other..All the laughter and joy..
We were like close buddies..
We were very young and naive..
when i moved out of school, we promised to write everyday..
and so we did..letter by letter..everything was just perfect..
We were bestfriends..

We met again couple of years later..
Everything changed..
She didn't seem to be my best one anymore..
and I didn't seem to be her best..
We got our own friends..different tracks and ways..
We stopped all the letters..we stopped calling each other..
Soon..there were no single news from her..

Few weeks ago,
I met her..she was a bit quiet..so not her..
She used to be very lively and talkative..
We were like total strangers..
I didn't ask much of her..how she's been doing lately..
Neither did she..
No one really cares for each other anymore..

Today,
She's gone..that flying angel just took her away..
My bestfriend..the stranger..now gone..
It shocked me very much..
Tears keep falling on my face..
Nothing much to say..
Nothing much to do..
Regret..only regret..

And so she vanished.

In memoriam -DSW- 1981-2005

posted by Rin @ 3:31 AM 0 comments

Friendship

What do you think friendship is?
As I looked to her face
I knew that she knows lot more..
I saw the love..
I saw the betrayal..
I saw the joy..
I saw the hurt..

Its just so obvious..written clearly..
How can u share..
the most sacred secret of ur life?
the lowest time in ur life?
the deepest cut in ur life?
the highest dream of ur life?
when u can't even make any guarantee
that they're not making fun of ur life?

I've learned from
her mistakes
her sadness
her loss
that u have no one to trust to except urself..

Ah..no matter..
I won't stop
I won't stay
I am juz a voyageur in this unkind world..

posted by Rin @ 10:02 AM 0 comments

.:unexpected thing:.

as i lay there in the silence
i've been thinking and thinking
there's nothing to say
everything has been so wrong

how can i let myself fall so deep
can't even creep up now
falling.
and falling.
too.
deep.

it was just too damn cruel
coz i knew it from the very start
he belongs to someone else

posted by Rin @ 3:25 PM 0 comments