hohum..
Huah..almost 10.30 now.. I sleep quite early lately..sebenernya sih since i got this new job..a teacher..
ms. rini..hahhaha..so nice yap! can't wait to hear
those li'le kids calling me..=D i haven't found the
'feel' of this nu job actually..juz trying to enjoy everything..
I remember those times in my previous job.. I really
enjoy all the things i did there..its like the things i really
dreamt of.. sometimes i just don't understand myself..
its not the kind of job that wud gimme much money tho'..
but i really love it.. its like i got something much more than
salary.. like i'm investing on something.. Yah..tapinya kan
semua gak selalu berjalan spt yang kita mau.. We'll meet those
obstacles .. jadinya gini deh..
I've always wanted to do something with social thing..
something that wud make people give that 'look' to me..
So then, when i quit the previous job..lmyn bikin stress..krn
i know my family expect more from me..why social thing?
why not better job? can't really answer those question tho'..
its what people say a calling kali ya..
Wkt jobless..i kept on thinking..'what to do?' 'where to go?'
then..something juz strucked in my mind and i had this thought
of becoming a teacher..i wud do something for the kids..and its
something more than mere salary.. I know nothing about teaching..
I only teach piano and angklung.. itu juga cuma gitu2 aja kan..
what about teaching in a school? Its quite scary.. but then.. u'll never
know until u try.. I got one year to learn what i have to learn..
we'll see then where to go.. hahaha..menyeramkan ya..sptnya gak
meyakinkan 'n gak pasti..
I'm still holding on to my dream.. I'll make it true one day.. I promise
it to myself.. i pray for it.. I believe that God wants me to learn things
first.. It won't be that fun when someone juz give what u want without
making u struggle to get it, rite.. U won't cherish that thing.. jadinya ya..
to make it positive.. God wants me to struggle a bit to get what i want..
and I know that He's rite beside me all the way long.. =D
Its my brother's bday today..tapi gak jadi pegi makan2..krn cika harus
ngajar..Pdhl juga gak jadi ngajar dianya karena ujan gede banget tadi..
jadinya dipending deh.. Gak terasa koko udah 26..hahaha..sounds
very old..=P but he's the best brother.. he's quite changed when he got
back from australia.. postively for sure.. living on ur own might change u
ya..hehehe..can't wait till i had the chance to.. Yah..happy birthday dear
koko..wish u all the best in life..love u much!
Huah..time to sleep now i guess..so sleepy.. @_@" gotta wake up early
tomorrow..and start my routines..
Well then, sleep tite and good nite..
posted by Rin @ 10:55 PM
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